Well, not what the title of this journal entry meant, I did not really disappear physically but I just want to get away from everything...or everyone. I just don't understand people sometimes. They're like assuming everything around them will be forever be there and tasting all luxuries that seems to be, for them, are never ending and bottomless. I admit, I'm living my luxuries too, but they're too much. Thinking was their last straw in decision-making. And do you know what makes me worse and want to vomit on their nauseating faces? Their attempt to hurt others by omitting their goodness and left what they don't feel like looking. UGH! Can I disappear for a moment and make me blind to what they are doing? These are defaults for being observant. You never leave a place without looking and curiosity. I don't want to do anything to them, instead, I don't want to see them. Period.
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Early in the morning, I'm right here, cooking breakfast and yeah, making some new journal entry. Been busy of the schoolwork and the unexpected campaign I need to attend even though I don't want to be an officer of our organization. Hmmm... I'm thinking of new artworks to produce here but unfortunately, there's no idea to meddle with. Just saying... :D
WELCOME YEAR 2013!
First day of January 2013! I know some of us are really trying to make things right for this new date and sorting out those resolutions that sometimes are becoming wishes, not an actual solution to a problem. Me too, I don't want to make my plans for this year to be a failure and made sure I can always keep track everything I need to do. Well, time is precious and even though I don't look like a serious and focus person, I always have plans for my future and really trying to make it into reality. 2012 had been rough to me but still I did manage to dive in its strongest flows. More cries and heartaches I've received but I learned many things a
*Lonely*
Sometimes, I really hate it when I look at myself ugly and stupid in the mirror. I felt like I'm not worth it to be loved by someone. Especially when I've pictured idle looks of my special someone at me and with disgust. And I also felt I'm too childish for loving him that much. Because of that, I'm too concerned of my appearance and the way I look to other people. But through all this, at the end of the day, I've renewed new respect and contentment on how I look. I'm not that bad.It just that sometimes I lose some confidence on me and I'm the first one to critique and put down myself. I'm too engrossed on how I look in the eyes of other peop
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